Evening to-day

Something I want to write here

In this peaceful miniature world

Something's hidden that shows itself

In utter chaos but here, alone.

I just want to know what I want to know

There is silence louder than everything 

From sets to subsets, I've been moving,

With this wear and tear

With this stretched out skin

On the path of shrinking. 

Great visions and eyes I've seen

As I stand on the tomb of the past

I relive the deaths of unseen

I fear in dark, I fear everything

It's all too big and I'm too small.

I've delayed and declined,

But it follows me here, loneliness.

I can't run anymore

I shouldn't, perhaps.

-knightesS

 

Clouds

Personal manifestation of my thoughts

Is that lost feeling of feeling the loss

I am thinking of losing it all

And grasp nothing more.

Dark clouds of selfish rain

No more metaphors, nothing abstract

What came along, went away

And I felt nothing.

I am craving. I am leaving. 

Bewildered by the words, I watch

This page of yellow tint

What comes out is a mere hint 

I am looking, then staring,

Numb.

Pages filled on their own,

Who am I? Have I lost my name?

But what is there in the name,

I am, still. Nothing. 

-knightesS