reflections

playing with reflections today
playing like I did
this sound keeps humming in my head
someone calls out my name in the dark
and I have to follow
I follow with all the heart,
light heart and heavy footsteps
beat in rhythm I had ever known
I shiver with cold
I hear all I could
but there is this breathing
and I feel it so near, not within
grim I grew as I concentrate,
farther than now, it all seems
dont try to catch it, they say
its a folly, a mirage
myself doesn't listen
search has no end, I have wondered always
playing with reflections today
playing like I did
yet playing like a kid..